no freee lunch hunnaye

Sometimes u think being saved by the lord, means all ur sins are forgiven
But one day, all the sins will creep up on u and eventually u'll still have to face the price/consequence of sin..no escaping from there on.
There is no free lunch on earth. Even if God may have forgiven ur trespasses,but the people around you may not.I guess,it is human nature to inflict hurt on one another.
Even if u try so damn bloody hard to forget those lil deeds, it will always re-surface, haunt you, reminding you of how imperfect you really are.

I am soooo imperfect and a hypocrite at times as well, i feel sick thinkin about it

there, got the load off my chest.