dad said he'll give me 3 mths into the job n i'll be out

:(

i hope to prove him wrong.
every night before i sleep, i've been surfing:

http://nysetrader.blogspot.com/
http://www.maoxian.com/archivecat.html
http://tradinggoddess.blogspot.com/index.html
http://www.boogster.net/keller/
http://downtowntrader.blogspot.com/index.html

maybe i cant say for sure what im going to deal with at work, but at least im prepping myself for it.
the probability of noobs turning to traders isn't high, but the boss believes he can train one to be 70-80% right half the time so that kinda comforts me cos im not exactly a retard either.


one more thing, im feeling damn fuckin fat.
its the bloat that is creeping up and i read an article today about how this lady lost 9 stones by visiting a therapist who managed to "talk" her out of her favourite foods
eat less or skip carbos and dairy products altogether, that's all i can say after reading the article

today i went on an impulse spree, its the kind where u buy a dress and u know u have to get a new-pair-of-shoes-to-match-it kinda situation.
from the book of common sense:only buy dress to match shoe in cupboard, otherwise risk having to spend more n waste more time to search for the perfect shoe to match the outfit.

maybe i take all of this too seriously.

this entry is bad, it just reeks of negativity ,stress-triggered spending and guilt.
only thing missing is throwing it all up.
shop-ulimia

john galliano's crazy runway = pure fun and the song in the background
"i'll jack u off"